Ok - so you are 30 something. You lost all your friends due to a massive change of class going from a charismatic baptist subculture into the boring mainstream of nobodies. Now you are alone. One thing that is nice is that noone cares about what you believe. One thing that is not so nice is that noone cares about what you believe. So you got your freedom of thought at the expense of increased loneliness and intense lack of roots. Now - is that a good or a bad thing?
